...says it's gonna be a rainy day tomorrow, with some storms (it says "periods of rain and t-storm")...wow, I'm gettin' out tomorrow...seems I won't get home dry :-)
Anyway, the weather is not what worries me the most... what is really astonishing, is this way I'm feeling now... a kind of gloominess I didn't expect to feel...
It took me the whole day to realize I've been feeling like that since noon...
I'm not actually worried about this, usually it is a way that my mind uses to tell me there is something that's not getting right, and I know it's true...
Just need to find the strenght to overcome the problem and start writing a new page, or, as Brad says, "start writing a new song"...
I know I have the strenght to look again over there and not get beaten, but keep on standing still as I always did... and now you think you know what I'm talking about... but you've got no idea! Someone hurt me in many ways, many more than I knew, and I had to deal with a pair of eyes telling me that, and what hurt me the most is that I got no hugs, got no kiss, got no comfort...
How sad people could make us sometimes... Aren't they aware of that?
I don't know, what counts is that day by day I keep on learning things about life and people, someone told me that this strange process is called "growing up" and that the road we walk each given day, is called LIFE!!!
Good luck friends, take care, but not all of you, only those who know to deserve it... It's up to each one of us to choose which is our side...
Cya soon.
Lf.
(Currently listening to "Billy Currington" by Billy Currington)


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