Who could have ever guessed that...

...everything would turn out in a joke?
I had some bad sensation, just didn't want to talk about it, just didn't want to think too much about it, but... and I mean BUT, who could have guessed that end?
I just couldn't.
That was, white shoes, nice and clean and tight pale blue jeans, a nice shirt and a sweet jumper... that was all.
That was nothing.
Good chance to get to know people better, and ourselves better...

Tonight's nice things:
- music
- three episodes of the known Tv serial "Criminal Minds"... I love those guys.
- chocolate
- pizza
- friend's love, sometimes we forget to tell people, and I mean friends and beloved ones, how much we love them, we shouldn't! We should remember to tell them everyday that we love them so much...
- my mum, she's great, sometimes maybe she gets angry with people who hurt me, but she's great also for that..
- what else, yeah maybe the fact that tomorrow I'll still be the nice and sweet girl I am and always have been, instead of someone who's gonna be a jerk with a flu (real or fake it doesn't really matter, so far...) who's lost the chance of dating me... what a pity!!! And I'm serious...

Tonight's bad things: (not too many)
- maybe being disappointed
- not getting enough respect, not being considered worth a call
- feeling like you're alone, even if you're not and you know that
- too much ironing :-)

Well, it's been a nice day, I've had the chance to speak to friends, I can still believe, I can still think of myself as a "good" one, I've got some episodes of CM yet to watch... and still have the will to smile.
That's why I like myself soooo much.
I'm gonna have a great Thursday, a dancing one, and I hope someone will cuddle me, with a smile, with a word, or just a caress...
That's all, I need to sleep now, but not before having had a cup of hot tea.
Take care, you outside, you know who you are,
Fiore.